School Times: Avi ka Apnapan (A Gay Story)

School Times: Avi ka Apnapan (A Gay Story)

Friends…. Main Prasann apna ek aur pyar bhara anubhav le ke aapse share karne phir aaya hoon. Apne pichhle experiences ke baad se ab mujhe sex mein maza aane laga tha. Mera koi bhi din ab bina sex karey nahi guzarta tha. Haan ek problem zaroor thi… mere baki sex partners ki tarah mere lund ki khal utna peechhe tak nahi jati thi… khinchne mein dard hota tha… lekin phir bhi main roz ya to Param ya kabhi kabhi Mohan ke saath sex ya mutth maarta tha. Unki khaal peechhe tak  kaise jaati thi main samajh nahi pata tha… haan khaal ke peechhe hone se unke lund ka aage ka hissa bahut hi pyara lagta tha mujhe. Apne halke badan aur academic nature ki vajah se games mein dil nahi lagta tha. Main koi khel nahi khelta tha… haan bas swimming mera passion tha. Ye hi ek sports tha jismein main apni House Team ka hissa tha.

Us din Sunday tha, hamara subah swimmimg pool ka turn tha, to main early hi wahan pahunch gaya tha, kuchh students aur thay wahan… zyadatar sab pool se neeche apne baki friends ke aane ke intezar mein thay. Main kapde change karke oopar pool par tha. Wahan  mera ek junior bhi tha, jisko sab Avi bulate thay. Wo mera bada follower tha aur bahut maanta bhi tha mujhe. Wo mujhse thoda bahut hansi mazak bhi kar leta tha. Maine dekha wo ek corner mein akela pareshan sa khada tha. Avi kafi handsome ladka tha jiski height bhi achhi thi… gora aur athletic body ka ladka tha… ek achha cricketer bhi. Wo tha to Punjabi jatt lekin uski family or wo uske bachpan se hi bahar rehte thay. Usey padhai ke liye yahan boarding mein admit kara diya tha kyonki ye bada famous school tha. Usne mujhe apni taraf dekhte huey dekha to wahin se awaaz di aur mere se bola ‘Prasann bhaiya… please zara meri help kar do… mere swimming trunks ki belt andar chali gayi hai isey kisi tarah se bahar kheench do. Baki students bhi aa jaenge to mazak banega. ’ Maine kaha ‘theek hai… dekhta hoon kya ho sakta hai’ aur mein uske paas chala gaya. Maine usey rukne ko bola aur kisi aisi cheez ki talash mein idhar udhar dekhne laga jis se main koi help kar paun. Pool ke paas bane generator room se mujhe ek strong wire ka tukda mila. Usey le ke main Avi ke paas utsahit sa ho ke pahuncha aur bola ‘ye lo is se kaam ho jaega. ’ Wo bola ‘bhaiya main trunk ko pakde rakhta hoon… aap kar do… kahin ye hi na utar jaye’ aur wo hans ne laga. Mujhe bhi baat theek lagi.

Avi ne apne swimming trunk ko pakda aur maine belt ko poora bahar kheench ke nikala aur us taar mein daalkar usey naadey ki tarah hole mein daalne laga. Avi ne apne swimming trunk pe pakad dheeli ki taki mein belt daal sakun. Jaise hi maine belt daalne ke liye uske trunk ko pakda to meri ungliyan uske lund par oopar se chhoo gayi. Mere dimag mein hazaron baatein eksaath ghoom gayi. Aaj tak kabhi bhi Avi ke saath mujhe aisa feel nahi hua tha. Aur boys bhi aane waale thay to maine aur jaldi ki… belt daalte daalte swimming trunk mein uske laude ke baal dikhne lage aur phir oopar se uska lauda bhi. Isi jaldbazi mein Avi ka trunk thoda neeche ho gaya jisko usne jhat oopar kar liya. Mujhe uska lauda saaf dikh raha tha aur Avi bhi ab mujhe dekh raha tha. Maine jaldi se belt dali… aur pool ki taraf chal diya. Usne mujhe smile di aur thanks kaha. Tab tak aur students bhi aa gaye thay. Maine wo khayal dil se nikala aur swimming mein lag gaya. Baad mein hum sab groups mein hostel wapas aane lage. Avi mere saath chal raha tha. Usne chalte chalte mere haath mein haath de rakha tha. Raaste mein mujhe aisa ehsaas hua ke uski ungli mere angootthe aur ungli ke beech ghis rahi hai. Mujhe ajeeb sa lagne laga… Avi normal baatein karta raha lekin meri taraf dekh ke muskurata tha. Hostel ke paas aa ke usne poochha ‘kaisa laga’ aur aankh maarta hua chala gaya. Meri samajh nahi aaya ke wo kya poochh raha hai… pool wali baat ya phir raaste wali!

Sunday afternoon ko usi din school auditorium mein cricket par ek documentary dikhai ja rahi thi. Avi mere paas aakar bola ‘chalo chal ke dekh ke aate hain’ aur bina mera jawab sune, mera haath pakad ke le gaya aur sabse peechhe audi ki last row mein baitth gaya. Film cricket ki techniques par thi… auditorium khali sa hi tha kyonki sirf interested students hi thay auditorium mein. Kisi zamaane ke England ke Captain, bowler aur batsman, Douglas Jardine ki Australia ke against ‘bodyline bowling’ tactics par wo documentary based thi. Mujhe usmein kewal academic interest tha. Lekin Avi bade dhyan se dekh raha tha wo documentary. Documentary film dekhte dekhte andhere mein Avi ka haath meri thighs par aaya… aur wo screen pe chalti film ki har ball par excited ho kar meri thighs dabane laga. Main kuchh nahi bola. Main uska excitement samajh raha tha… aur uska haath apni thighs pe mujhe achha bhi lag raha tha. Mujhe subah pool par hua incident yaad aa gaya. Itne mein kuchh hi der mein suddenly usne mere lund ko apne haath se zor se daba diya. Main ekdum uchhal pada ‘Ye kya kar rahe ho’… aage ki rows se kayi sar hamari taraf ghoome… Avi ne bade hi aaraam se kaha ‘ arey isey hi to ‘bodyline’ kehte hain. ’ Sab students phir film dekhne mein lag gaye, magar Avi ne mera lund nahi chhorra aur apne haath mein pakade rakha aur usey dabata raha.

Mujhe uske confidence par hairani ho rahi thi. Usne daba daba ke mera lund khada kar diya tha aur mujhe dekh kar muskura raha tha. Maine bhi muskura ke apna sar uske shoulder se tika diya. Ab usne mera haath pakad ke apne laude pe le jakar rakh diya. Mujhse bhi raha nahi gaya aur maine turant uska lauda shorts ke oopar se hi pakad liya aur usey sehlane laga. Usne shorts aage se khol diya aur ab uska lauda mere haath mein tha. Main ab uske laude ko aage peechhe kar ke hila raha tha. Uske laude ki khaal bhi peechhe tak ja rahi thi. Aage se uska lund bahut hi chikna tha aur uska end bhi kafi bada. Wo ab geela ho raha tha. Mera lund bhi usne bahar nikal liya aur sehlata raha. Mera lund bhi geela ho raha tha… lekin uske aage peechhe karne mein mujhe dard hota tha. Main uska haath beech beech mein rok deta tha. Is sab ke chalte usne dheere se kaha ‘Prasann bhai… aaj subah pool par jo hua wo to sach mein anjaane mein hi hua tha, lekin tabhi se mujhe tumse pyar karne ka dil karne laga tha. Tab to tumne aankhon se hi mera lauda dekha tha ab isey feel karo… aur usne mujhe kiss kar diya. Hum dono audi mein ek doosre ke lund se khelte rahe.

Film khatam hone par usne kaha ‘aaj raat ko thodi der baat karne mere bed par aa jana. Aap to prefect ho… aap ko kaun kuchh kahega. ’ Main muskura diya aur hum phir apne hostel aa gaye. Aaj mujhe baki ka din kaatna mushkil ho gaya. Raat ko main dormitories ka round leta hua Avi ke bed par ja ke baitth gaya aur us se documentary ke baare mein baatein karne laga. Baki students ne dhyan nahi diya hamari baaton par. Avi ne mera haath apni chest pe rakh liya aur apna haath meri jaangh par. Main uski chhati sehlane laga aur wo meri thighs par haath pher raha tha. Phir maine himmat karke apna haath Avi ke laude ki taraf badhaya. Avi ne apne haath se pakad ke mere haath ko wahan pahuncha diya. Friends…. bedsheet ke neeche Avi ka lauda mere haath mein aur ab uska haath mere lund pe… kya sama tha wo… main bata nahi sakta. Avi us waqt ek Greek God se kam nahi lag raha tha. Aise hi maze lete lete Avi ka lauda sakht hone laga… main bhi excited ho raha tha Avi ke cum ko apne haath mein lene ke liye… dekhte hi dekhte Avi ka lauda jhatke khane laga aur uska semen spurts mein bahar aane laga. Avi ne apna haath dheere se mere lund se hataya aur apni bedsheet ke andar hi andar apna semen pet aur mere haath se saaf kiya. Phir usne mera haath choom ke goodnight bola aur karwat kar gaya. Main chah raha tha ke ye pyar abhi thodi der aur chale… par kya karta… thoda udaas ho kar uttha aur apne room mein chala aaya.

Next day Avi morning assembly ke baad mujhe bade hi pyar se muskurata hua mila…. usne bataya ke uske father India aa rahe hain…. isliye wo summer vacation se pehle hi jaldi ghar ja raha hai…. ab vacations ke baad hi milega. Main ye sun ke aur udaas ho gaya. Usey bye karke main chup chap class mein chala gaya. Dedh hafte baad hi summer vacations ho gayi aur hum sab do maheene ke liye ghar chale gaye. Vacations  ke dauran mere paas do letters Param ke to aaye lekin Avi ka koi letter nahi aaya.

Do maheene baad school rejoining par bhi Avi kuchh din late aaya. Main daud ke jaake us se mila lekin wo bahut hi chup tha… wo pehle wali baat hi nahi thi. Wo pata nahi kyon mere se bhi aur baki sab se bhi thoda reserve ho ke rehne laga. Bas kabhi kabhi saamne hi pad jata to Hello… Hi… kar leta tha… aur kuchh nahin. Bahut hi serious sa ho gaya tha Avi.

Avi ne phir kabhi koi meri taraf pyar ki pehel nahi ki. Wo apni hi activities mein busy rehne laga. Lekin main us ke saath beete us ek episode ke baad se hi Avi ko dil hi dil mein bahut pyar karne laga tha… bilkul Param ki tarah. School life mein mere ye dono hi ab khaas apne thay… lekin ek ki baat doosre ko nahi pata thi…. aur na hi mere mein itni himmat ke main unhe bata sakun. Main haqeeqat bata ke dono mein se kisi ko bhi khona nahi chahta tha. Situation ajab thi lekin mere bas ke bahar thi. Mera Param ke saath to rishta bana raha lekin Avi mujhse bahut door sa ho gaya… pata nahi kyun!

Aur phir Avi ke saath bhi kuchh vaisa hi hua jaisa Param ke saath trekking ke dauran hua tha. Main wo baat apni agli kahani mein jaldi hi likhunga.

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